Anyways, well, life has happened, a lot has happened and I almost don't have the patience to tell you everything but positive things, loads of curves and bumps in the road, my God likesto keep things interesting and this is what He does. Sometimes I just sit down and smile and think about all the cool stories I'm gonna have for my kids, and grandkids, and hopefully, my great-grand-kids, I know I've always said I want to live long but it's especially for them. I never knew my great-grand-ma, I heard very little about the person she was but from the little I have heard, she was a very lovely and caring woman, can't wait to meet her in heaven one day.
I've had a ton of exams lately, as well as college interview :D Yup, I'm pretty happy about this, I'm starting to get this whole discipline thing worked out, see it's all about Jesus, when my eyes are on Him, everything else just falls into place, freakishly easy too, freakishly easy.
And dudes, there are times when I just feel like I've let myself down, and trust me, I do that quite often but then the Spirit reminds me that the same power that raised Jesus from the grave is living in me, working in me, breathing into me every single day of my life, isn't that just the craziest thing? Strange ways to save the world, eh?
Haha, but well, God is good, He's very good. Of late, I've had my eyes opened wider to His goodness and it is mind-blowing! I've attended a few times, this church called VPA, so annointed with a Pastor that just loves God and is so annointed and has an incredible desire to see God work in the lives of His people. And man, isn't that what I want? I want the entirety of the living God, all of Him, or I want nothing to do with religion.
And it's crazy because, "religion" as most of us know it has very little to do with intimacy with God, which sucks, I cannot begin to tell you how much that really sucks, honestly. Before I got saved, I didn't even KNOW that you could have this kind of closeness with God, isn't that weird? I had no clue, no idea, it didn't seem like a real possibility to me at the time.
But man was I floored when He came into my life...
Anyways, what do I want to say amidst all these utterly inconsistent ramblings?
God loves you, I mean, the whole no-holds-barred kinda love...
"You're saved when you believe in God but you're changed when you realise that He believes in you"
:DDDD Byeeeee
