It's been TOO long...

So...

It's been forever since I last updated this blog, I still remember that promise that I made to myself, that I'd keep writing, no matter what, I have every intention of keeping that promise, believe me...
Well, a LOT has happened since the last time I posted a new blog on here...
I'm a senior now, I feel so confident these days, confident of who I am in God, confident of my abilities, there's an air of cool that comes with being a senior...I am not oblivious to it obviously...
It's an amazing feeling, growing up has been so much fun, of course there have been rough spots in the journey, but I'm happy about the whole thing in general...
I'm in year 11 now, which is my final year in secondary school, it's the scariest, most amazing thing in the world to me right now because it feels like just yesterday that I was in year 7, time flies and time waits for no one...all of this just makes me see more and more that our time here is so short. Our human journey is quickly over before you know it, it's wonderful and terrifying too...
That God has seen my entire life, from the moment I was conceived 'til now, well that's a big thought, a thought too big for this human mind...

"From the cradle to the grave,I've watched with eyes of love, and seen each moment of your life, from My home above."

As well, I'm a prefect, it's a crazy big position in year 11, it's about being a role model, it's about contributing to school life and to the lives of those around you, it's about being a voice for the students, it's about relating to the other students in a way that the members of staff simply cannot.
It's a big thing, and I'm praying my way through this one seriously, it's well, it's a lot of responsibility - I have to keep my grades up, I have to maintain a high standard of behaviour at all times, it's a lot, yeah, I know.
It's just, so weird to be at the top of the school, to be the one that the rest of the school is looking to for guidance - whether they realise it or not. And, it's something I'm really beginning to like.
Yes, very much so.


Buh-bye now :)

My Resolve...

So...

Today is what? Sunday now...
Today was AMAZING. Seriously speaking...
The kids at church today were amazing, I love teaching them about God, I love teaching them the truth, it's not about religion, it's not about me, it's about a God who is all about people.
I loved seeing their eyes light up when I told them the reason for the rainbow...

12 And God said, "This is the sign of the covenant I am making between me and you and every living creature with you, a covenant for all generations to come: 13 I have set my rainbow in the clouds, and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth. 14 Whenever I bring clouds over the earth and the rainbow appears in the clouds, 15 I will remember my covenant between me and you and all living creatures of every kind. Never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all life. 16 Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth."
17 So God said to Noah, "This is the sign of the covenant I have established between me and all life on the earth."

But yeah, church was amazing, I love what I do to serve God and man, I wouldn't have my life any other way. I suppose that I shouldn't be too surprised at where God has brought me, surely, I knew that in one way or the other that I would be doing something like this, actively serving in God's house. It was bound to happen.
Now, when I look back, it's so obvious, God always hand His hand on me, even when I withdrew my hands from His, I would end up returning to my first Love, I would end up burning with a fiery love for Him, there was no other way for me.
OK, what else?
School tomorrow...I'm so excited...
I love school, now there was a time when I didn't think I'd be able to say that truthfully but the truth is that now, nothing could be more true.
Hahaha...


Buh-bye now
:)