Today was a pretty good day, made lots of progress today in a couple of areas...which is plenty of reason to celebrate.
Discipline is something I've never really quite gotten the hang of, still not certain as to whether I ever will but I am making progress, I can't deny that anymore. Organising yourself, learning about your priorities, what's important to you and what simply doesn't matter, those are things I've been having to learn a lot of.
And you know what? I can be such a punk sometimes...
Seriously, the level of my callousness and stupidity is impressive sometimes but God knows all of that crap...
That is just one of the many things that is amazing about Him...
He knows me better than anyone, He knows all of my flaws and still He calls me "beautiful", He is amazing and wonderful, it's like I don't have to be anything other than what I am, there's so much pressure to change who you are in this world. Today, I experienced it quite a lot, I really do allow myself to blur the lines sometimes but God is constantly calling me to draw the lines and set restrictions for myself. Accountability will never get old, trust me on that one.
"The depths of my heart and soul are an open book before You, the pages of my thoughts are not unknown to You, this little soul of mine is safe in Your care, and I am only me when I hand myself over to You"But God sees my soul, if I allow Him to love me, if I allow myself to get lost in that love, everyone will see who I really am too, and they'll see Jesus in me too...
