Uh, second one today...

So...

Today is what? Wednesday now, I think it's been kind of a slow week actually. The other weeks up until this one pretty much just flew by. Going to go dressed for work in about an hour and a bit. Excited for it, still getting into the routine of being a working girl. The first day was the hardest though...it felt so weird saying, "I just came back from work". Haha, I'm laughing at myself, I can be such a child sometimes.

Still haven't gotten to writing that song yet, "Awake In The Night", pssh, who knows, I might be able to get some things down when I'm on the bus.
What am I doing right now? Listening to some beautiful piano music, I love days like these. My mum is sleeping upstairs so I really get to have the place to myself. Plus, I'm keeping an eye on the laundry, just consumed an entire bag of popcorn. Went on to Selena Gomez's twitter page today, she actually seems like a lovely person. :)
I'm just thinking about how I need to allow myself to be empty so that God can fill me properly, I'm always stuffing my life with junk, there's always a new obsession, I'm always going crazy with new fads, it's a bad way to live and I really need to stop. I need to think about who I am, I know who I am in Jesus and whenever I wander away from Him, I seem to forget a lot of important things and life doesn't even make sense.
Right now, listening to Brian McKnight's and Mariah Carey's "Whenever You Call", I pray I can find a love like that one day, to be so infinitely connected to another human being, it'd be the best thing ever.
The more I think about it, the more it makes sense to save myself for the person I decide to spend the rest of my life with. I like the idea of being able to say that you reserved your entire heart for a singular person. Of course, my heart belongs to God, it is eternally His, and that's the only way it's safe. I can't say that I won't get my heart broken but I know that it's in good hands, and those hands are capable of fixing anything.

Buh-bye now :D

"My dreams aren't gone. My heart is in one piece.
My King I will serve, until the great wedding feast."

So yeah, these are just random thoughts I've been having...
Don't expect me to make too much sense in these posts haha...:P