It's really has been too long this time...what has it been? Like two weeks or more since I've written last, that's a mighty shame...see, I know I should write, I just really don't feel like it somehow, see this is why I write songs and not stories, speaking of which, I had to write a story this week, it was short, about four pages long, and was based on one of my songs called Horizon...
Lyrics are here...
Horizon
(Verse)
Where did the days go?
Time didn’t play fair
You held my hand
And then you let go
The mirror tells me I’m older
The winter tells us we’re colder
I’m afraid of what’s ahead
I’m running away
Trying to escape the horizon
(Chorus)
The hands of time keep swaying me
I need to stop
I need to think
Sit with me now
Hold me
I need to stop
I need to think
I need to know You’re with me
Lest the tides of time should swallow me
(Verse)
We used to run together
You were on my side
You’re moving too fast
My eyes need to adjust
My life ‘til now is a blur before me
The rush of the wind chills me
I’m afraid of what hasn’t been
I’m running away
Trying to escape the horizon
(Chorus)
(Bridge)
Suddenly I’m not who I used to be
It wasn’t meant to be like this
My place of youth
Can’t I stay a little longer?
The fear in my heart threatens to crush me
But perfect love
Kills all fear
(Chorus)
God is amazing, I wrote that song in like ten minutes, it's weird, I've been thinking about growing up for a while and it can be a bit scary sometimes so it was nice to get that on paper, God is always showing me sooo much, this is what I love about song-writing, it's like my heart on paper, seriously though, if you wanted to get to know me, my songs would probably be the best medium for such a thing. I'm so in tune with who I am and what's going on in my head and I'm commited to being an honest song-writer.
Anyhoozer, today at school, I got my head-girl tie, it's red! Hahaha don't know why I was particularly excited there but I am. The prefects ties are a nice shade of dark blue different to my school's usual navy blue but mine's red! Anyways, it was really cool, nerve-wrecking at first because it's almost like it makes the whole thing official...when I was putting it on, I was flipping out in my head big-time! My friend, who's more like a sister to me, Rosemary helped me put it on because I still don't know how to tie a tie, I was so nervous and excited.
And studying has been on my mind a lot lately, I don't just want to study, I want to be able to come home from school and review and really make an effort to understand what I learnt at school, exams don't scare me anymore, thankfully...
so yup, these are some things I just had to say...
Buh-bye now :D
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