It never ceases to amaze me, just how faithful this God that I can love can be. I've come to realise that He's never late, He's never wrong. If you're not a person of faith then you probably can't understand why I so willingly place my heart and life in the hands of an invisible God.
You probably don't understand why I keep talking about Him, it's something that I can never truly, fully explain to another human being. It's something to be experienced and my greatest joy in life is that I know Him, and that He loves me.
Anyways, enough mushy stuff for now. Today I was checking my emails in the morning and I got an email from facebook telling me that someone I suspected to be someone from my past wanted to be friends on facebook. I flipped out and just had to leave her a video on her wall. It was the most unexpected, amazing thing. I'm still awaiting her response but I'm glad she's alive, and from the looks of things - well.
I'm not even sure if we'll be able to be friends, five years can change a lot of things about a person and in just this past year alone, I've grown up so very much. I'm not sure what we'll talk about now, but I'm glad to have her in my life, even for just a little bit. She was always a special person in my heart and I always wondered if we'd cross paths ever again, and apparently, God had that same thing in mind too.
I guess that the life I live is going by pretty fast. I kinda see myself as a little girl, on a train, with the scenery around her rushing by her, and God is the one thing I can clearly see, the one thing that isn't affected by everything else. He is just who He is, all the time, and His love is so simple yet so powerful.
Because everyone changes, I never expected to change as much as I did but everyday reaffirms the fact that I'm growing up to be a strong and beautiful woman.
"It's the wheel of the world turning around"
1 comments:
i always love reading your posts :) and you look gorgeous x
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