Having the most random day, and I'm really getting into Glee, one of the first new shows that I've really taken an interest in, in a looong time. I like TV, a lot, but I'm far more of a movie-with-friends-and-family person so I tend to only ever watch TV when there's good company. I can never seem to shut up, haha. Even when I was watching my favourite movie of the century, Avatar, me and my sister couldn't shut up in the cinema. We weren't too loud or anything, we just love a good chat and there were things that I know I wouldn't have laughed about if I wasn't there with her.
My pastor is quite a frank, straight-to-the-point kinda guy and on his office door, where everyone can see it says, "This year - control your mouth". In my life, control and mouth tend to kinda avoid it each other like the plague. This is bad. So very bad.
When I look back on my life, there is a lot of crap that I could have just avoided had I just taken the time to actually think about what I'm saying or just refrain from saying certain things at all.
And a couple of weeks ago, I experienced firsthand how words can really impact a life. Someone said something that sounded kinda small, it was less than ten words but it stayed with me for about three days, constantly haunting my mind, eating away at my confidence, slowly ebbing away at my insecurities and boy did it suck.
I don't want to be the kinda person that kills dreams and hearts with their words, if there is a single thing that I want to do in this life, it's to encourage and inspire, and make people happy. I want to love people through my words and I want people to see the love of God in me.
It's kinda odd that the same mouth that I use to bless the God of Heaven is sometimes the mouth that I use to curse or hurt someone, it's darn shameful I tell you. It makes no sense and you can serve only one master.
I plan to serve God.
Simple as that.
"Let my words be few"Buh-bye now :)
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