Random thoughts, been a while since I had this kinda post..

Soo..

Okay, so I'm having a "random post" day kinda feeling..that, or I can't actually think of a suitable title for this one, or are my titles ever suitable? questionsss..
Anyhoozer, I hope everybody's okay and finding love and happiness and joy and fun and truth in Jesus, and just, learning to listen to this God that we serve..
I'm sitting here with my cup of tea and I've got some good ol' Bethany Dillon playin and I'm pretty content right now, see, I've got a lot of stuff that I need to be doing and a lot of stuff that I'm commited to at the moment - school, my music, loving people, this blog. There's just so much that I'm expecting of myself at this point in time and I just, I don't know how I'm gonna be able to do it all...but I'm leaning on God, that's what He's telling me to do.
Because, outside of Him, I really don't see how this thing called life is worth doing, if it's even possible to do, I'm just busy and I got home extra late from school today and my time just seems to be flying out the door.
Times like this really bring me to my knees and I just, I need God's grace and presence so much.
Anyways, today at school was fun, one of my favourite human beings in the world, a girl after my own heart Roma, was playing music at school today and well, it's beautiful to see what God does in people's lives even when we're mostly unconscious of it. She started playing guitar when she was eight and she's outstanding and she sings too, and I'm sure that when she first started playing, it seemed like nothing special but the truth is that, now, it's just incredible to see.
Another reason why I love her is because well, she loves my bestest friend in the entire universe - that man called Jesus.
Anyways, after school I saw one of my buddies from primary school that I haven't seen in forever and he was so growwwn! I couldn't even tell it was him, he's taller than me and everything. I don't think he recognised me but still, it was really good seeing him again and beneath all that height and puberty, it was nice to see little bits and pieces of the seven year old that I loved with all my heart.
But change, change is a good thing, especially when you know you're in God's will so don't run away from change, embrace it, arms wide open and everything.

Buh-bye now :D