It's been TOO long...

So...

It's been forever since I last updated this blog, I still remember that promise that I made to myself, that I'd keep writing, no matter what, I have every intention of keeping that promise, believe me...
Well, a LOT has happened since the last time I posted a new blog on here...
I'm a senior now, I feel so confident these days, confident of who I am in God, confident of my abilities, there's an air of cool that comes with being a senior...I am not oblivious to it obviously...
It's an amazing feeling, growing up has been so much fun, of course there have been rough spots in the journey, but I'm happy about the whole thing in general...
I'm in year 11 now, which is my final year in secondary school, it's the scariest, most amazing thing in the world to me right now because it feels like just yesterday that I was in year 7, time flies and time waits for no one...all of this just makes me see more and more that our time here is so short. Our human journey is quickly over before you know it, it's wonderful and terrifying too...
That God has seen my entire life, from the moment I was conceived 'til now, well that's a big thought, a thought too big for this human mind...

"From the cradle to the grave,I've watched with eyes of love, and seen each moment of your life, from My home above."

As well, I'm a prefect, it's a crazy big position in year 11, it's about being a role model, it's about contributing to school life and to the lives of those around you, it's about being a voice for the students, it's about relating to the other students in a way that the members of staff simply cannot.
It's a big thing, and I'm praying my way through this one seriously, it's well, it's a lot of responsibility - I have to keep my grades up, I have to maintain a high standard of behaviour at all times, it's a lot, yeah, I know.
It's just, so weird to be at the top of the school, to be the one that the rest of the school is looking to for guidance - whether they realise it or not. And, it's something I'm really beginning to like.
Yes, very much so.


Buh-bye now :)