The wait is on!

So...

I'm a senior prefect at my school and I'm applying for the position of head-girl, for all of you who aren't familliar with the more European ways, no, it's not just in Harry Potter :P
But it's a pretty big deal, and tomorrow, I will be told whether or not I have made it as the head-girl of my school or as the deputy head-girl, I'm pretty confident that this is in God's hands, He is the one writing my story so there's no reason at all to worry or fear, everything, well, everything is good, everything is very good...
I've just eaten a very good meal, I had a lot of time to think about my life thus far...
It's been a pretty amazing journey, I have the most amazing God, I don't even remember what I was going to do before He came into my life. So, my birth certificate and passport obviously say '94 but I believe that I was truly born in '08, that's the year when Jesus called me to Him, this is what it means to be alive.
The world has so many different, mixed-up ideas about being alive, I've tried out many of them too, and trust me when I say that none of them have ever felt this right, it's like my entire being is just agreeing with me on this...there's no doubt.
God has given me the most amazing life, He doesn't let me regret the years I spent in the darkness without Him...He doesn't let me regret choosing Him over myself, over this world, over life as we commonly know it.

"You have shown my ever wondering heart what love is, what on earth is more important than to have all of You"

Something that keeps popping up in this brain of mine is doing what is right, the problem I have is that I pretty much always know what's right but I never do it, now, this needs to change - big time!
Right decisions, they impact your life in so many amazing ways, it's not complicated, it's not difficult, it's just about doing what's right in this moment, because it'll change your life forever. I believe in taking things one day at a time, being in the present as much as I possibly can, this also means putting God first, doing what I know is right, it's not often the easiest option but it definitely is the best.
I love seeing joy in my parent's eyes when I do well, I love that look on their faces more than anything, especially my mom. And I want to do well, I have to allow myself to do well, because of Jesus, because of me.


Buh-bye now :)