Woohoo!

So...

School today was...interesting...?
Is that the right word Anita? Seriously?
It was flippin' amazing!
OK, so I'll admit, I'll admit that there were a few rough spots, there were a few moments where I was a bit doubtful, some moments I was just plain tired or plain bored. I had two exams today; a Science exam and a Business Studies exam, they were both awesome, I was pretty well prepared and I feel good about my performance.
And today, today, well I found out that I'm the headgirl in my school, kinda like the link betwen the prefects in the school and the headteacher herself. I'm still thanking God like crazy. I know this is a gift and I know that I do not deserve it, I am just grateful. I also know what I have to offer; I have so much to give, so many ideas, I just want to help, I just want to love people, I want to make God proud.
I remember when the headteacher told us earlier on, when she said my name followed after the headgirl position, my jaw dropped and I barely got in a muffled "thank you". Pssh, as if that's enough, seiously could I have picked a more wrong choice of words at that moment, "thank you" is a big, fat nothing!
I feel different, changed, if you will. This whole prefectship experience has changed me so much and in a few short months, I've grown up sooo much. It's not been easy, it's been a little nervewracking and it's made me ask myself some serious questions. Am I ready to do this? Will I come through? Will I be able to meet the expectations?
The answer is fast and simple...yes.
I don't know how, all I know is that I want this, more than a lot of things right now, I know I can do this, I know who I am and I know God brought me thus far for a reason.

"I live for Him, I share His love, my deeds are changed, His glory they tell."

I feel like there's something floating over my head, a reminder of responsibility, that I am not the same person I was three short months ago. I am her but I am definitely not the same. There is a lot more confidence to me now, a lot more strength of character as well. I feel, well beautiful and intelligent, hahaha, weird. I feel strong, more sure of who I am and what my limits are, or of the fact that there is no limit to what my God can do.

Buh-bye now :)